Mom

I'm having a "I miss my mom" moment. I'm not trying to sound emotional or anything because I know I am spoiled when it comes to her. She is an hour and a half away from me, and I can see her anytime I want, but there are just sometimes I need to see her at a certain moment. Nothing bad happened at all today, it's a normal day. But memories keep popping in my head and it's bringing tears to my eyes. I remember when I tried out for volleyball freshman year, I didn't make it, and I was devastated. Kinzie and her mom took a walk with me around the river to help me out, then took to my moms work. I walked in and just collapsed in her arms. She was there to comfort me the whole time. I remember her going to EVERY single drill team competition there was, just to support me. And heaven knows she hated every second of it. She has supported me in everything I do, she talks me down from things when I am freaking out and having a panic attack, she comforts me when I am upset, she tells me the full truth, even if sometimes it hurts my feelings :(! But I love her. She dries my tears, She is my best friend and always will be. People don't understand our relationship, but I am the youngest and the only girl..She spoiled me when I was younger, I was by her side constantly. I even slept in her bed till I was 7! I know, I know, I'm a little messed up. My friends call her Mama J because she treats everyone like her own kid. People constantly tell me, "your mom is so cool, I love her!" And I say I know :) So anyway it just hit me that things are changing, I'm getting married. And I love Daniel so much! I am so excited to be married to him, but things are going to be different. And I know Daniel thinks I talk to her a lot, but she is the person I tell everything to. She is my therapist, my doctor, my advice giver, my comforter, my best friend. And I would not be who I am without her. If I move far away, I'm taking you with me mom, because I can't not be around you. You lift my spirit and make me a better person. I love you!